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CHAPTER 1
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The first thing I remember was
total panic. Total panic and total confusion. Where was I? Who
was I? I couldn't think. What was worse I couldn't move. But I
could scream. At least somebody was screaming, and it must have been
me.
"He's awake!" came from somewhere,
and I heard footsteps running echo-y, then flat. Then the most beautiful pair of
violet eyes were looking down into mine. I felt calmer just looking into
them.
"It's all right, Jeff," she said.
"Everything's all right. Just relax. It's all right." Somebody stopped
screaming. It must have been me.
"Where am I?"
"You're in the hospital."
"Was I in an accident?"
"Yes, but you're all
right. No broken bones or anything."
"Then why can't I
move?"
"You've been out quite a
while." The voice was as soothing as those violet eyes. "It's probably just a
temporary thing. But Doctor Fleming will explain it. He's on his way."
"But why can't I remember
anything? Who am I?"
"What do you mean you can't
remember anything? You remember how to talk, don't you? Some people who got hit
over the head can't even remember that."
"Did I get hit over the head?"
"I was speaking generally.
Actually the doctor will have to tell you the rest. We've paged him, and he'll
be right along."
"You won't leave me, will
you?"
She smiled and the smile went with
the eyes. And I knew one thing about myself. Whoever I was, wherever I was, I
was in love.
"Here's the doctor," she said and
disappeared from my view, to be replaced by the round face of a man about
fifty.
"Well, so you're awake," he said
cheerfully.
"I don't know if I am or not," I
said. "Why can't I move?"
"We'll have to see," he said. "Can
you feel this?"
He disappeared, and I felt
something and told him so.
"Where?"
"On my foot, I think."
"Now?"
"Twice. Other foot."
"Which foot?"
"I don't remember."
"You don't remember which
foot?"
"I don't remember the name of
it."
I could feel that he was holding a
foot.
"Can you move it?" he asked. I
tried, but I couldn't remember how.
"Can you feel this?" He
started to bend my foot but I let out a yell.
"Does that hurt?"
"Like hell," I
gasped.
He straightened up. "I don't think
you're paralyzed. You have feeling, and there's nothing we can find wrong with
your spinal cord."
"Then why can't I
move?"
"You are moving. You're breathing.
You're talking. You've been frozen. It's probably just going to take a little
time for your muscles and joints to get used to working
again."
"Frozen? What happened to
me?"
"What do you
remember?"
"Nothing at
all."
"Well, you remember how to talk.
Tell me everything that happened to you from the point where you begin to
remember."
"I was suddenly lying here in a
panic. I couldn't move and couldn't think. I think I screamed because somebody
screamed."
"What then?"
"This beautiful pair of violet
eyes was looking down at me."
He grinned and looked away, I
suppose at the same eyes.
"Nothing wrong with those
reflexes."
"But who am I? What am I doing
here? Was I in an accident?"
"Don't you remember your
name?"
"No."
"Is it Henry McMannus?"
"It doesn't sound like any name I was ever familiar
with."
"Is it Abraham
Lincoln?"
I thought a minute, because it rang a bell. "It sounds familiar, but I don't
think it's me."
"Is it Jeffrey Weimer?
Why did that sound familiar? "I-I'm not sure. Try it on
me."
"How are you feeling, Jeff?"
That was it. She had called me Jeff. But it didn't feel
right.
"No, that's not it," I told him. He looked nonplused. "It's on your driver's
license."
"My driver's license! Don't you know? Hasn't anybody been to see
me?"
"Who should be here?"
"I don't know. There must be somebody."
"We'll talk about them in a minute. First let's see if we can call up any
memory. When did Columbus discover America?"
"1492. America discovered Columbus."
What?"
"America discovered Columbus. That's my hometown,
Columbus."
"That's where you are, Columbus, Ohio. In University Hospital. Do you remember your
address?"
"No, I might if I heard the street. Or if I had a
map."
"We'll get one. When was the Declaration of Independence?"
"1776."
"What happened in 1865?"
"I--I can't think."
"And if I say Abraham Lincoln?"
"Oh, yeah, he was shot."
"What happened in 1974?"
"I don't remember."
"May 11, 1978?"
"No idea."
"It's not a historical date."
"No--sorry."
Again he looked disappointed.
"It's on your driver's license. And it does say Columbus. Do you remember
Norwich Avenue?"
"No."
"It's the address on your driver's license."
"Oh." Why didn't it sound right?
"Does Mount Rainier ring a bell?"
"Should it?"
"It's where you were found."
"What do you mean, 'found'?"
"Are you a mountain climber, Jeff?"
When he said it, I had a vision of me high on the face of a rock.
"I think so, but I'm not Jeff."
"Can you remember climbing on Mount Rainier?"
"I remember being interested in Mt. Rainier, but not climbing on it. Do you mean
I fell? Is that why I can't move?"
"You didn't break anything as far as your x-rays
show."
"So what am I doing here?"
"Well, when they found you, your driver's license said you were from here, and
besides, University Hospital has a reputation for experience with people in your
condition. I called Washington and asked to work with
you."
"What's my condition?"
"You were frozen. Solid. You fell into a glacier."\
"Am I going to be all right?"
"Every sign points to it, now that you're awake. Of course we couldn't know
until you actually did wake up."
"Well, when was this? How long have I been
unconscious?"
"They brought you here about three months ago."
"What day is it now?"
"November 17th. You were found in August."
"When did I fall?"
"We don't know. It had to be sometime after May of 1994, because that's the date
your license was renewed, and before 1997, unless you were careless about
renewing it."
"Don't you know? Wasn't I reported missing?"
"You probably were, but we can't find any record of
it."
"Don't my folks know? Haven't
they been here?"
"Your folks? Do you remember them?"
I stopped. No, I couldn't quite. But I must have had folks. I had a vague sense
of being hardly more than a kid, maybe a college student. "I don't remember, but
there must be somebody. Didn't you say
people had been here?"
"Actually, I didn't. There have been people who think they might be your
relatives, but nobody with definite information about
you."
"I don't understand. How long have I been
unconscious?"
"It has been a long time. If you were going to remember people, I didn't want it
to be a shock. But since you don't, I might as well tell you, because you are
going to find out soon enough, anyway. This is the year 2128. You've been
unconscious about 130 years."
CHAPTER
2
Well, you could have knocked me over with a sledge hammer, which it felt like
somebody had. "A hundred and thirty years?"
"That's right," Dr. Fleming said. "I wish there were some way to break it to you
easy, but I can't think of one."
"You're joking, aren't you? Ha-ha!" I was starting to sweat. "You want to see
how I take kidding, don't you?"
He looked at me with a comforting smile mixed with sympathetic sadness. "I wish
for your sake I could say I was. I can guess it's going to be quite a shock for
you, suddenly finding yourself a total stranger in a strange land. All I can do
is assure you that we'll do everything in our power to make the transition as
easy as possible for you."
"But what's going to happen to me? I can't move, I can't remember anything, and
you tell me it's 130 years later."
"As for your physical condition, you don't need to worry. I don't know just why
you can't move, but it's probably because you've been frozen solid and need a
chance to teach your body how to function again. After all, you're breathing and
talking, which is moving. As for your memory, you've already shown it's in there
and just needs to be coaxed out. We'll try to help you regain it step by step,
maybe from childhood up. After all, everybody you're going to remember has been
dead a long time. We don't want you to go into a deep depression just because
the people you remember and love are lost to you."
"But what can I do? Even if I get my memory back, what do I know about this new
time I'm in?"
"What do you mean, 'do'?"
"How will I live?" I couldn't remember anything specific, but I had a vague
image of the future from movies I'd seen and books I'd read as a place where
everything that was going wrong in the world I was familiar with just got
worse.
"Oh, that's no problem," he said, waving his hand as if to shoo away a fly.
"You're young and I'll bet adaptable. You'll live like everybody else lives. Of
course we'll take care of you till you don't need us any more. After all, we
didn't spend all that effort bringing you back to life just to abandon you. When
you're ready, you'll go to work like everybody else."
"Doing what?"
"Whatever you want. I don't know what you imagine, but times aren't so different
that you won't recognize most of the jobs. But there's plenty of time to plan
your future. Right now we want to concentrate on getting you functioning
again.
"Whatever I wanted to
do! He could be confident. It wasn't his future he was brushing aside."Edith,
come here," he said, and Violet Eyes materialized beside him. "This is Nurse
Edith Boynton. She's been looking after you whileyou were unconscious,and
she'll continue to be your nurse."
I don't know what came over me, but just looking at her made
me all silly. "Are you married?" I asked.
That got her. "Of course not," she said, blinking those gorgeous eyes with their
long dark lashes. "I wouldn't be working here if I were
married."
"Going steady?"
"Why do you ask?"
"Because if you are, I want another nurse. I can't look at those eyes every day
and know they belong to somebody else."
She blushed, actually blushed! What sort of a world had I
woke up in?
Dr. Fleming laughed. "You'd better humor him, Edith."
"I think I'd better check on Mrs. Robinson," she stammered, and disappeared. I
could hear footsteps tap-tapping away.
"Did I say something wrong?" I asked.
Dr. Fleming laughed. "Well--young women nowadays aren't used to being courted
quite so openly by men they just met."
"I wasn't exactly courting--" I started to say.
"Well, no, but you have to remember she's been working quite closely with you
for quite a while. Even when we didn't have any idea whether you would ever
regain consciousness or not I encouraged my team to think of you as a person,
not just a laboratory experiment. So for her it's not like a stranger on the
street flirting."
"Maybe that's what I feel--something communicated when I was unconscious. You
won't take her off my case, will you?"
"Not if you behave yourself," he said. "I'll remind her that you are from a
different culture, and different isn't necessarily cruder. You do have a code of
behavior, don't you?"
"I suppose so. I'll try to be good. I can't be much
else."
"Fair enough. Now, are you tired? Do you want to
rest?"
"I don't know," I said. "It's going to be pretty hard for me to do anything
else."
He looked at his watch. "I have to warn you that you are an object of a lot of
curiosity, ever since we thawed you out and got your heart started. The news
people have been clamoring to know the minute you woke up. They've been camping
out in the lobby in relays. I can't hold them off for long. Could I let them
come in and look at you after you've had a nap?"
"I guess so. I don't know how intelligent I'll be."
"You're doing fine. We'll let you rest, and if you don't feel like sleeping, and
want to watch television or something, give a call."
I don't know how I could have been tired, since I hadn't been doing anything for
130 years, but as I lay there in the semi-dark, sorting out my confused feelings
and chaotic bits of memory, I found I could only concentrate on one thing. I
drifted off, thinking of violet eyes.
Chapter
3
I woke up to Violet Eyes.
"Are you awake?"
"I don't know. I think it's still the same dream." "What were you dreaming about?" "Violet eyes."
She blushed. "I'm sorry if I woke you.
"Don't be. Waking is so much nicer." When she didn't answer that, I decided it was my cue to say something more. "Listen, I'm sorry if I offended you before. I'm getting the notion that times are a lot different from what I'm used to."
"Oh, that's all right," she said in a low voice that made me decide not to say anything more about it.
"At least your brain's working if you remember what happened earlier," she said after a pause.
"You know, it's as if I'm a
computer processing information in my sleep. I feel if somebody told me my name,
I might remember everything."
"Ok, you're Jeff
Weimer."
"I'm not! I just know that's
wrong."
"Well anyway, the news are here. Do
you feel up to seeing them?"
"I guess so, though there's nothing much I can tell them, and I'm not up to performing much, either." "Oh, they've seen you a lot more uninteresting than you are now. They'll be very impressed."
"With my wit and charm, like you
obviously are?"
For once, she laughed. "Well, after they're through, Archie will come around and change your sheets. By the way, do
you object to having a nigger orderly?"
"A what?!"
"A nigger orderly."
"That's what I thought I
heard."
"Didn't you call them orderlies in
your day?"
"We didn't call them
niggers!"
"Oh, yes. I remember reading that
that used to be an impolite word."
"It isn't now?"
"No. It's just what you call
somebody like Archie with his complexion and background. What would you have
said?"
"I'd have said black."
"I don't suppose Archie would like
to be called black, since he's kind of a chocolate brown."
"African-American?"
"I don't think he's ever been to
Africa."
"OK, but why would you ask me if I
object?"
"Well, I remember from history that
some people didn't like niggers back in your time, and we'd never ask anyone to
be taken care of by anybody they didn't want to be taken care of
by."
"In that case, how do you ever
teach tolerance?"
"Not by forcing people to be taken care of by people they don't like."
"Do you always ask?"
"If it seems appropriate. But
people know their rights, so they tell us without our asking."
"And do people
object?"
"Once in a while. Mostly to
foreigners. Some people figure if they can't get their countries working right,
they shouldn't be coming here."
"Well, tell Archie I don't have any
objections. That is, if he asked."
"Good. He'll be glad, because he's
taken care of you since you came in."
"I thought you took care of
me."
"You don't think you've just been
lying here, do you? Ive been your nurse. He's hauled you around to x-ray and to
electric therapy and given you your baths. He's been almost like a mother to
you."
"But what happens if I change my
mind and don't want him?"
"Oh, it's my experience that once
people commit themselves to a yes, they make themselves believe it. After all,
nobody wants to get a reputation for having careless judgment."
So she went to let in the press.
They crowded around, but I couldn't focus on the whole lot of them, so they
elected one of their number, a woman named Edna, as spokesman.
"So how are you feeling, Mr.
Weimer?" she asked.
"Pretty confused," I said. "But not
so confused that I know my name's not Weimer."
"But that's the name on your
driver's license."
"So I'm told, but there's something
wrong. It just isn't my name.
"What's your name
then?"
"It's on the tip of my tongue. I'll
know it when I hear it."
"We'll pass on that," she said. "Dr. Fleming says you can't move and you don't remember anything."
"I can't move, anyway. Doc feels sure I'll get movement back eventually. It's just a matter of teaching
myself to move again. I do remember a lot I can't put words to. Like I know I'm
from Columbus, and what Columbus looks like. At least the Columbus I was last
out in."
"If you can't move, can you feel
anything?"
"Yes, and that's why the doctor is hopeful about my moving." "You were frozen a long time.
Did you suffer any frostbite?"
"I don't think so. But funny you
should mention it. I remember a family story about an ancestor who died of
frostbite. Miles Frost. He died on Pikes Peak."
Suddenly I was aware I had
remembered something. "And that's my name."
"Miles Frost?"
"No, Jack Frost. My father has an awful sense of humor. It runs in the family." And I realized I had a definite
image of my father. How about my mother? I knew I had one, but I couldn't make
an image of her appear. "Your name is Jack
Frost?"
"Yes. Dad's name was Ernest. He had
an ancestor named Winter Frost." Dr. Fleming came into my line of
vision. "That certainly could explain why we never could find out anything about
Jeff Weimer. That is, if you're remembering right."
"I know I am. I call
myself John, because it's more dignified, even though on my birth certificate
I'm Jack. I can't remember how it is on my college records."
"Well, at least that gives you guys
concrete information to go on. I don't know why we should be doing all the
research."
Dr. Fleming decided I shouldn't be
quizzed to remember any more just then, but he promised to let them visit me
again soon. So I said good-bye, and they filed out. Then I thought I was too
excited to sleep. I had a name! But I drifted right off.